in the mud

Weight: 147
desired weight: 145lbs

need to loose: 2 lbs.

I've bee stuck at this weight for a couple of days.
This is just a small hump before the finished line and I will conquer it.

stress = weight gain

Weight 148 lbs.
desired weight 145 lbs.

Need to loose 3 lbs.

I checked a great weight for how tall I am, 130 lbs.

I'm thinking I might change the goal...

Also I've been pretty busy with a movie so I've been stress eating like no tomorrow.

Update Tomorrow

I'll see how much I weigh tomorrow. Sorry for the lack of updates.

Almost There

Weight: 149 lbs.
Desired weight: 145 lbs.

need to loose: 4 lbs.

Wow.
I look totally different.

I shouldn't have left you

Weight: 151 lbs.
Desired weight: 145 lbs.

Need to loose: 6 lbs.

falling into old habbits

Weight: 155 lbs.
Desired Weight: 145 lbs.

Need to lose: 10 lbs.

I'm doing this thing where I eat only diet food, weigh myself, see what a good job I'm doing now, then eat a bunch of junk food, then loose all of my progress.

I need to remember why I am doing this.
I need to remember that nothing tastes as good as being thin.
I need to remember that for the past 5 years I've been overweight and because of it my self esteem has been minuscule.

I can't forget these things.