There's not a lot going on here and there's a lot of junk food in the house. To make sure that I don't eat all of the junk food, one of the reasons I started this blog was to pour out what I am feeling when I'm hungry.
I know a lot of it stems from boredom and just passing the time, but when I eat to pass the time, I'm not really eating I'm shoving food into my mouth. Why? I have no idea.
I just need to remember what my goal is. I need to loose weight because at this weight that I am at right now, my confidence is down and I don't really like myself. It's gonna take a while to get to my ideal weight of 145 but I know I can do it. I've done a lot of impressive things and lets just add this feat to that list.
I just need to keep constantly busy. If I'm wasting time I might eat more and then all of the progress I've made goes down the toilet.
Also, now that my mouth is, like, 99% healed from the surgery I really need to watch what I eat. Remember, you spent all that time looking at stuff that you can and can not do when you're on a diet. Don't throw that away and with it your progress.
I feel like I have a really short attention span and it's causing me to just abandon goals. NOT ANYMORE! BWA HA HA HA HA HA!!!
I'm going to make m journal entries more frequent. Like every day. Just to help me loose weight and stay focused.
Current Weight 172
Need to loose: 23 lbs.
That's a lot of weight but I can do it.
